exhalesvanillalace

i came back.

ive been rather distracted with everything lately, between several family crisis( is that plural?) involving losing childhood friends and relatives and my mothers sickness i havent had time for much else. im lucky to get one day a week to myself and much of it is usually spent sleeping. i stay stressed right now. ah well, a bit of an update. its good being back home, i missed the heat. even though i stay busy i manage to work in a test shoot here and there, still experimenting with my camera. most of the time im dissatisfied with my results however and i end up not uploading them. im trying to find a job still, so far no luck, i am however e

seems to be a rather ongoing addiction although im running out of places to put smaller pieces and new piercings are out of the question. i wanted to undergo getting my nipples pierced however by being a bleeder with inverted nipples ive decided its probably one of my worst ideas hehe. i did stretch my lobes however. gotta make up for it somehow right? i skipped a size, went from 1/2 inch to 5/8ths and i believe i just may be finally satisfied with a size. since im done gauging (4 years after starting), i will probably be getting second holes put in my lobes soon. promise i wont stretch these. my next tattoo will actually be a double piece i