ive been rather distracted with everything lately, between several family crisis( is that plural?) involving losing childhood friends and relatives and my mothers sickness i havent had time for much else. im lucky to get one day a week to myself and much of it is usually spent sleeping. i stay stressed right now. ah well, a bit of an update.
its good being back home, i missed the heat. even though i stay busy i manage to work in a test shoot here and there, still experimenting with my camera. most of the time im dissatisfied with my results however and i end up not uploading them. im trying to find a job still, so far no luck, i am however enrolling back in school for the fall semester. as far as modifications go, my ears have adjusted quite nicely to 5/8ths of an inch, ive planned my backpiece to honor my family and those ive lost. as soon as i have some income ill start the process of that. not dropping any hints on what it will be however until its started.
ive had some really kickass people holding me up over the last few months, i dont know what i would have done without them. i still have quite a ways to go but i know i was raised stubborn and bullheaded for a reason. obstacles are put there to make us stronger, i plan to mark this as a milestone and use it as a step upwards and forward in the right direction.